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Last night Mr. B said to me, "Do you realize that Kid1 is going to be turning TWENTY?" I laughed a little to myself because, OH, I realized! I have been agonizing over it for weeks now.  My baby, my BABY is going to turn TWENTY. I know I always say, "It just seems like yesterday…" but it does. I can still see myself pregnant with him, I can still remember the feeling of panic setting in when I realized he was actually going to come OUT of my body. I can still hear his little cry and feel his little soft hands. I can still see his little puffy face and dark blue eyes. I don't think I'll ever stop wondering how it all goes so fast, it just does...

                                                              this was 5 years ago...