And he's gone...

This little precious boy, the first love of my life is leaving for boot camp today.

Its final, he's growing up.

My Dear son,

This is all so surreal to me. I can't believe it yet. Im writing this the night before you're leaving and I just can't wrap my mind around it yet. My kid1 I have been looking forward to watching you grow up and start your life… but now Im not sure I'm ready… I'm not sure I can put feelings into words yet. I love you, Im proud of you and I can't wait to see you on June 8th.

Love, Momma,

P.S. we really will be okay without each other…. right?